Tuesday, September 8, 2009


Actually, there is several situation that i always think about boy in my life. I'm not sure either its correct or not.. But i always keep thinking about it.. Lets time judge that 'thing' k. Ok, here we GO..

I may be flirting around all day but before I go to sleep, I always think about you, the boy I really care (I really hate to say it). I am more emotional than you think. If I loved you at one point, it will take me a lot longer than you think to let you go. And it hurts every second that I try. I go crazy over your care. Giving me a hanging message like, "You know what? Uhh, never mind." would make I jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And I'll assume I did something wrong. I'll be obsessed about it and will try to figure it out.If I tell you about my problems, I just need someone to listen to me. You don't need to give an advice. A usual act that proves that I like you is when I tease you.

I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU LOVE ME. . I rarely use smart or gorgeous to describe a boy. If I use that, I love you or like you a lot. If I do something stupid in front of you, I will think about it for the next couple of days or until the next time I spends time with you. If I look unusually calm and lay back, I probably fake it. And I really think about something. When I say I’m going crazy about you, I really mean it. I rarely say that. If I start to talk seriously, listen to me. It doesn't happen that often. So when it does, you know something's up. I really think that boys are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are mad confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them..

WHEN I SACRIFICE MY SLEEP AND HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, I REALLY LIKE YOU AND WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE. Even if you dump me months ago and I loved you, I probably still do and if I had one wish it would be “you” to come back into my life.

Thats why i really hate about you.. I am sorry dear...